Okay people- a huge release of word frustration, tears, and simple mental over-exhaustion ahead.
The urgency that my whole being feels right now with how important life really needs to work out is hitting me at a ALL TIME HIGH THIS LAST WEEK OR 3YRS OF LIFE SO FAR. And this -ish IS REAL. All the pain, the tears...the gut-wrenching f*cking tears- has to be worth it. Because I refuse to turn around and live a mediocre life having a mediocre job with a mediocre passion through the lens of longing eyes begging for something more. Something extraordinary. So please- pretty pretty please- let this all work out. God please. The way my heart needs it...please let it be.
with relatable energy to whoever is reading this,
Kisakye
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